Sunday, August 28, 2016

The WMT - The Astral Plane II


I think some of the problems with developing an astral body are that people are trying to run before they can walk and give up rapidly when they fail.  In the Sefer Yetzirah we are taught to gaze into the mysteries and the following exercise, an enrichment of earlier posts, is to develop your astral eye(s) as opposed to your astral body


  • Lie on your back, looking directly up at the ceiling, breathe rhythmically, steadily and deeply, hands folded on your stomach or down by your sides
  • Do not do this when you are completely exhausted, it may spur lucid dreaming but this is not the aim 
  • The Devil's Hour is the best time but this ''hour'' will vary depending on your own circadian rhythm - if you go to sleep at midnight then around 10-11pm
  • Actively search the darkness of your mind, focus on keeping your eyes on gazing into the darkness, which may or may not be pixelated


  • It may help to visualise that you are pulling yourself up on a rope, this rope runs straight through the middle of your mind, do not try to visualise hands pulling on the rope it is your mind that is pulling on the rope and remember to pull from the centre and back of your mind as opposed to the front, i.e. use the pineal and cerebellum not the frontal cortex
  • At this point you will fail if you start thinking instead of looking, the thoughts will be egoic babble about work, health, relationships, etc, you will notice that when you start doing this your eyes will drop in the socket as if you are looking down, this is because rather than gazing out towards the astral you have started to analyse yourself, analysis is bad and will foil your attempt
  • Direct your eyes back up and try to keep them mostly central but don't worry if they move around focusing on and searching out different elements that appear in the darkness
  • After a few minutes of uninterrupted gazing you will see coloured blobs and/or patterns appear in the darkness, keep looking at them allowing your eyes to focus on one as it appears and then another one as that one dissolves, keep gazing and searching though, you are not there yet


  • Patterns do not always appear but sometimes you can be presented with a very organic and intelligent tesselated pattern which appears to shimmer and ripple, this is a very vivid apprehension of the membrane, feel free to enjoy it but you are going to go past that
  • After the colour you will see flickers of what appears to be natural light, this light is different from the coloured blobs which are like semi luminous paint
  • The light will appear in a variety of different ways, it might seem like as if through a skylight, or a reflection of strong light from a patch of river or a shining coin in the hot sun, the reason the light appears this way is because it is coming through gates in the membrane, on the other side of the gate is a lot more light
  • The thing to do at this point is to keep searching and gazing as your facial muscles particularly the muscles around the eyes are acting as your mode of propulsion - as the light from the gates appears gaze if they disappear then search again
  • After a few moments of this you will reach a gate and be able to look through it, this is a window on to the astral and you will, depending on where you are at, see some terrific scenery, architecture and creatures
  • If you now focus on something in that astral, again using searching and gazing, you will move towards that thing



  • If you are having a genuine astral experience then you will probably be rapidly intercepted by some kind of being (typically this seems to be insectoid, in my case the majority have been butterflies) that will ask you questions which you will fail to answer and result with you being kicked off the astral
  • Whether you choose to see this plane as an actual place, or your higher mind and source of your imagination, or the realm of the future, or all three intermixed the fact remains that we are not really supposed to be there for a variety reasons - either we are imprisoned/exiled on Earth, or we are not responsible enough to be there, at least as conscious and egoic agents, because we might interfere dangerously possibly with the functions of our own brain

  • Don't worry too much about personal dangers the whole realm is very heavily policed for whatever reason from the New Age Gnostic pantheon of ideas you select and you''ll just get kicked out not brain-fried entirely - the point being that you can keep having a crack at it and you will get better at the process of getting on the astral plane
  • Staying on the astral requires the manipulation of various keys/letters to give to the beings and gain their favour, protection, but in order to deploy them you will need to be able to carve the astral into these forms, which is an exercise for later
  • If your practice is limited to the deployment of shrines, sigils, spells etc for worldy effects which constitute probability surfing you are merely scratching the edge of the mysteries and you need to include more work like the above in your efforts

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

The Quarry of Magic Strange





HUNTING THEIR QUARRY

The visual metaphor of the folded paper stabbed through by the pen has been used by many films, TV shows that have wormholes as part of their conceit.  The dimension traversed by the wormhole is percieved as a heavy darkness, possibly filled with nightmares that may bleed into this reality and which provides a way of bypassing time and an instantaneous bridge for the senses, or the entire physical body - a secondary and orthogonal time dimension, anti-time, the reversiverse and in Stranger Things the Upside Down.

STRANGER THINGS

Myself and my sister are both capable of use of this dimension for remote viewing, telepathy etc implying some kind of genetic element - my sister has followed a different route mainly transcendental meditation as opposed to my more formal academic and Qabalistic approach and she is now a professional psychic.  When I was younger, around eleven, I used to imagine creating psychic routes to other people by tunneling through this dimension, implying some kind of solidity to it.  During my archangel work in 2001 Uriel showed me this dimension by opening a portal in the back of my fireplace quite like the scene from Stranger Things where Winona Ryder is smashing a hole in the wall.  Numerous journeys to the astral have featured a highly viscous black gel. This material of anti-time, once quarried, can be hewn and held - important exercises in the Sefer Yetzirah teach us to carve letters from this void and weigh them.  Holding a freshly quarried letter in the mind is a bizarre experience - vision is synaesthetically mixed with feeling or touching the heft and shape of it.  When brought back this nugget of anti-time will create a specific Kingship or impression as it reacts with time and disipates into the phenomena it causes.

EVENT HORIZON
In my opinion a lot of the failure to develop psychic abilities falls on the fact that many are trying to develop them or deploy them in the wrong area of the brain, the whole notion of putting two fingers to the temple and willing with the front of the brain is extremely misleading.  You need to use the back of the brain and you need to learn to achieve effects through pulling rather than pushing - pull towards, or pull up (to the astral - like a cable ferry).  This is not disimilar from the more mundane magic of strange attraction be it through altars, sigils, etc they also work by pulling.  The back of the brain i.e. the cerebellum with the pineal being the front of this brain could be considered to be the access to ''11'' and the Will, (Ratzon, Kether) or ''1'' could be said to be the frontal cortex - substantial interference between the two is caused by the ego.  

INTERSTELLAR

That Will is abducted and Eleven released in the beginning of Stranger Things is suggestive of the relationship between these two brains.  Often the Will, misguided by the ego interferes with the use of psychic powers - as the seat of executive control it is mainly concerned with stopping or preventing behaviour.  That the psychic needs to be egoless or submit to a higher power is an idea we see throughout esoteric mysteries - for example a medium channeling a spirit needs to empty themselves or a Kabbalist is one who is an empty vessel capable of reception.  In order to achieve this in government funded black operations where the individual prisoner is unwilling to surrender the ego it could be smashed with trauma based mind control in order to unleash this inner Eleven of magic*.  Regrettably the nightmares of those individuals may then bleed into reality.






*This character also speaks to the notion of the Fallen Daughter who lies atop the Shells (Qliphoth).

Friday, August 12, 2016

Raziel - Speculation on Silicon Trees, Enlil vs Enki and the Past



Apparently There are No Forests on Flat Earth.  Are flat-earthers, hollow-earthers and nut-shell earthers all completely insane?  Maybe but nevertheless this was amazing food for the imagination.  Faerie forests of the ancient earth with giant silicon trees and mushrooms that reached up way above the clouds and sheltered country sized ecosystems in their branches?  It makes me speculate on what Raziel's revelations about the future mean for the past.

In earlier communications Raziel has insisted that time travel is also invented in the past as well as in the future.   There are two simultaneous inventions that serve to create the pinchpoints that close off the present time stream in order that the events leading to the invention of time travel are not tampered with in any way.  Remember that apparently universes that do not invent time travel do not cohere at all.

In order to get your head around the invention of time travel in the past you need to understand the concept of reverse causality or retrocausality, that the future creates the past.  As a magician one way to approach this would be to consider that an egregore, apparently built from our thought-work, in fact causes us to exist not the other way around.  In this way though the ''Gods'', as time travellers, live in ''the future'' they can effectively ''create'' us.  Raziel stated that the events in the past cause the future as much as the future causes the past therefore two points of invention are necessary.  In light of the above video and what Raziel was saying about the post-invention world, where time is treated like space and looks a lot like the astral, might not our ''past'' also be ''astral'' too.  If beyond the pinchpoint with the past, we open into another kind of astral plane then I see no reason why it could not be occupied by outlandish cloud busting silicon trees and pulsating mountain sized cosmic mushrooms.  I mean, why not.



My own connection with our more immediate past in Sumeria is becoming ever more clear to me.  The Tigris-Euphrates region, and my vision of the Metabolism of Time are closely connected - from the mountain range in the north to the delta in the south and the Tower of Babel just below the kink of the rivers.  It is clear that various geographical, archaelogical clues have been encoded in the vision alongside the physiognomical material - for instance the possible site of a crashed disc and also a city that sunk beneath the marshes.  I assume that the 1890s graphic filter is derived from my previous incarnation.  I have pointed out in an earlier post that the shape of the Tree of Life closely resembles the structure of the region of Sumeria especially when you supplement the main river system with the network of paths and roads that would have existed between the cities.  


My summer reading has included both We've Never Been Alone by Paul von Ward, an account of the advanced beings (ABs) that have shaped our world, focusing mainly on the Annunaki alongside an excellent concise scholarly work called Mesopotamia by Gwendolyn Leick which looks at the history of the region using the cities - Uruk, Nippur, Eridu, Lagash, Shurrupak etc as its focus.  Although I think the ufo community makes a great number of leaps of faith on the actual history of the Annunaki, there are so many gaps in the archaeological record (alongside bizarre things like being buried with models of little lizard men) that I don't see why there should not have been some alien or time travel involvement somewhere in the mix.  Although the pinchpoint with the past could be millions of years ago it could also be relatively recently trapping us in an almost biblically sized closed time stream.

There seems to be this bias against Enlil in the Enlil vs Enki discussion - the premise being that Enki wants humans to have advanced technology and acts as a kind of Lucifer or Prometheus figure and that Enlil wants to deny them the goodies.  The thing is when we hear accounts of saucers switching off nuclear missiles I kind of think they prob. should be switched off, that maybe human beings are not ready for the tech or in fact would pervert it to violent ends.  I am as eager for the truth as any esoteric aspirant but I can see both sides of this argument.

I am rambling now and this post is speculation anyway as I have not asked Raziel the relevant questions about the structure of the past yet - although it seems to stand to reason to me.  I really recommend the video There Are No Forests on Flat Earth it is as bizarre as it sounds and if you can't stomach this kind of fantasy you are probably in the wrong subject area.

**Bear in mind the relationship between the Brickwork and the Sefirot.
 

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Raziel - Time Travel and the Future

As you know I have been working with Raziel on the subject of time travel.  In previous messages, I was informed that basically this timestream is closed because if you were to be able to change any events in it then you could possibly interfere with the invention of time travel. This means that this timestream is entirely determined with serious implications for ''magic'' (there is some selection possible but only those universes whose decisions aggregate in the invention of time travel are realisable).  It can be observed from the future, but not interacted with in any way.   ''The future'', i.e. the period after the invention of time travel is, from the perspective of a time traveller, treated like space and ''colonized''.  The next piece of the puzzle was this message which after unpacking seems to complete the model of the future.

''At the moment of the *invention* of time travel, trillions of people will instantly appear.''  - Raziel
 
This moment of invention is Year 0 and since time is space in the ''future'' it is effectively a kind of Mecca, a *place* that everyone wants to visit, bearing in mind that you can't interfere/interact with anything before this. After a clarification question on the period of time necessary for the proliferation of time travel technology Raziel stated that this doesn't happen. From the moment of invention, all the future is colonized already.  What would it be like to be some random individual in Year 0, with trillions of freakin' time travellers spontaneously materializing and then I assume just enveloping and absorbing our entire culture? Also what would it be like to be the person, or people who ends up inventing it? They think they are going to be famous and then are instantly mobbed!  I think although some people will hold it together and join them, but the vast majority will just go insane and our culture will be over.

What does this future look like where time is treated like space? According to Raziel it looks like the astral plane, the implication being that the astral is the future - this seems to support the temporal entanglement theory of occultism that some of us have been working on.  Raziel was keen to make clear that the there is a not a period of time where new time travellers are staking out claims over various epochs playing out a kind of gold rush over the vast millenia as this is already done.  The structure that subsists in the astral future is based on archetypes and seems to play into a polytheistic reality.  Again like in the present there are vast super voids of uninhabitable time in the future. 

I speculate that universes where time travel is not possible do not cohere at all, time travel provides the pinchpoints, or twists that hold universes together and separate them into three distinct realms - past, present, future. 

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

The Metabolism of Time - Social Interaction and Immmunity


These important findings about the relationship between immunity and the way in which we interact socially are entirely consistent with Cellular Consciousness and the Metabolism of Time.

THE METABOLISM OF TIME
When overlaid with the endocrine system the middle section of the Metabolism of Time diagram shows a link between the thymus gland, reponsible for setting our immunity as we grow up, with the way in which our inner mind or ''ego'' deals with the experience of the moment, often other people.

VISION OF THE METABOLISM OF TIME

SHELLFISH
We zoomed in on these physiognomical characters in early 2013 - The Confused Venutian and the Shellfish - two of the characters that were revealed in the original vision in 1994.  The Analysis of the Moment is revealed by the Confused Venutian and his scanner and ray gun - representations of how the immune system works by checking whether the target is either a foreign body or a self cell.  If the scanner reveals it to be a foreign body then it will be destroyed by the ray gun - the host of destructor immune cells, if it is a self cell then it will ''enter the mind'' and be responded to in the reaction to the moment shown by the Shellfish i.e. greeted cheerfully.

CONFUSED VENUTIAN
You are looking at several years to master the Metabolism of Time but the information on this site represents ''the missing link'' in understanding the alchemical motto of As Above So Below - that the human mind functions in exactly the same way as the biological cell.  The work on the Metabolism is listed chronologically so if you go back to the very beginning of the site and print out the material with Metabolism in the title you will have ''the book''.



notes to self

- analytical? always looking to place blame? Confused Venutian
- bitchiness, objectification of other people and the self + the above - path between Confused Venutian and the Bloodless Being
- jumpiness, revenge seeking + Confused Venutian i.e. ''antibodies'' - path beetween Confused Venutian and the Jay
- sluggish immune system, trusting, gullibility, being a sucker, people constatntly, taking advantage but very friendly and liked - Shellfish
+ skin autoimmune disease - path between Shellfish and Mime
- avoid ''mummification'' of kids, if over protected ''an Egypitan mummy of bandages and sarcophagi, immune system will not develop properly, let kids play in the mud, etc
+ Theory of Knowledge/Genetic Disease two mummsie types likely to produce severely immune impaired kids, this is the manifestation of ''twin-ego'' relationships of either two Shellfish, or two Shellfish-Mimes



Sunday, July 17, 2016

The Metabolism of Time - The Book of Fantastic Lies



ATZILUTH, THE METABOLISM OF TIME

BRIAH - THE BOOK OF FANTASTIC LIES

KETHER
CHOKMAH
BINAH
DAATH
CHESED
GEVURAH
TIFERETH
NETZACH
HOD
YESOD





Thursday, July 7, 2016

Robust Branching Moments

I want to apologise for not blogging for a while and assure my readers that I will be back but a number of things (plays, films, teaching) conspired to murder June.  As many of you know I remain part of the Gentlemen for Jupiter and consistent prosperity work brought me to what I would now call a robust branching moment.   One of the mottos of the G4J was ''When Kingdoms Come'' and I knew that I had reached this significant moment in the course of the operations when I recieved a key role in the soon to be released computer game ''Kingdom Come: Deliverance - 1403''.  Transforming into a computer game character which involves lycra suits, motion capture and face mapping is a fascinating experience and esoterically dovetailed with both the rising interest in simulation theory over the course of the last year and some of my own work with Raziel - I was provided with a opportunity to practically reflect on these themes with million dollar equipment.

The computer game experience is only one part of a general increase in acting work over the last two years which have seen me appear alongside Sean Bean and Noomi Rapace, and featured in the same TV episodes or films as actors like Donald Sutherland, Michael Douglas, Orlando Bloom.  Fairly minor parts (lots of them related to the secret service...) but it all starts somewhere.  Certainly looking at it from the perspective of my younger self I wouldn't believe this was even possible.  As we all know many highly qualified actors work in coffee shops because there is little work and lots of competition so these are amazing opportunities especially for someone who studied genetics at university as opposed to theatre because of those exact same employment risks.

When we discussed robust branching moments we posited that there are certain key moments when we can deviate from replication and completely transform our lives but if we attempt to do so at any other moment we would effectively damage or destroy ourselves.  We talked about possible experiences being like tram tracks, change is possible when the rails allow otherwise you will derail the tram.  If the structure of time is similar to the structure of space, then we can expect thread like structures of realisable time, linked by robust branching moments, with great voids of uninhabitable time in between them. 

I have been torn in three by my skills and interests for a long time - by mathematics and science, esoteric or otherwise, by education and by directing/acting - and I have managed to alchemically cobble together a Bohemian lifestyle that allows this divided nature to be a strength but it remains unclear as to whether this is sustainable.  Although the freedom of movement on a tram is limited there are some things the driver can control the primary one being speed - its possible to gracefully transition on a robust branching moment by proceeding calmly or to have a very jarring experience if you go too fast.  ''Kingdom Come'' is a terrific synch ping as I approach the moment and strategically the best thing to do is to slow down.